Of course, everything is happening at the very last minute! OF COURSE, I have started my death-like period while we have to hustle around and use our brains! My eyes hurt from rolling them at everything.
Luckily, the weather is extremely pleasant here in Hell, Arizona today.
Yes, I am super ASSHURT because, this...
My hair went from looking like a cute popsicle, to looking like a moldy lump of sea foam!
I'm looking at ways to work online. If you are laughing, shut up for a sec and help me! LOL
Our house is so far out and all I can get is minimum wage, I might as well make the same money and not waste a whole tank of gas.
I need the work and the pay to start rebuilding my life and reopen my online store BECAUSE DREAMS, thats why!
(insert stupid video clip here, but can't cuz the internet sucks here)
Expect a lot of messy posts from me once we have internet at the spooky house!
Love yooou!
A place to be, to set up shop and start over. Paper work needs to be signed, talks need to be had and appliances need to be purchased. I have no idea how long it will be until we have internet way out there, we are working on it and it is expensive!
If I made more money, it'd be a breeze...
Side note, other than having a house to fix and pretty up, Marilyn Manson will be visiting Tucson in October! YAY! I need something awesome like this to look forward to! I will be revisiting the dread making along with other cool shit, hopefully it will be enticing to all of my beautiful friends such as yourselves!!!
As things fall into place, I can feel my soul returning. I was losing myself for a while, my soul fell back while my body went through the motions, mechanically. Now, the light has grown much brighter and the future looks decent.
I just realized that we only have a few days left here...oh, man this is gonna be WEIRD!!
Hold my hand, hold it!
I don't have a whole lot to work with for this post, so I'll tell you the important things and hope I still have you guys around considering I've been gone for almost 2 months or so.
The insurance company totally fucked us...HARD! They changed and back dated things they shouldn't have, but in the end, they truly believe that they did right by us...so many hateful things I'd love to say on that, but I won't waste time.
We have a very tiny pay out, but being a family of serious DIYers, we are going to make it work.
The bright side of this is...drum roll please...Me and the G man have our own house! Mind you its a fixer upper, but we are excited about that fact! The poor thing is so ugly and I love it!
It is also the ONLY thing we could afford AND the realtor is giving us an amazing deal AAAND gave us some really cute (beat up) furniture that I could not be more grateful for! The tiny eye sore is located about a football field from the original property that burnt down, so that helps. We have a lot of cleaning up to do and we are so tight on money that it physically hurts.
We eat about twice a day and most of that is provided here where we've been displaced for a very temporary moment.
All in all, fuck the insurance company, yay my own house and DAMN this is a lot of work to do!
I'm hoping to have my store back up and running by September, that is IF I have any income by then and I still fully plan on going halloween shopping for the decor in my new house...old house...beat up house, you know what I mean!
Please tell me you guys are still here with me!
I love yous!
