Morgue, The Freak!

The ultimate Goth! A one man freakshow, a master of oddity. 

 Mr. Morgue

I'm always praying that I might come across a visual muse of some kind while I scroll through instagram, and there he was, Morgue caught my eye. His words kept my attention. 

His appearances are very traditional, but his vibes are familiar.
I was always worried that the man I saw on tv was a scary kid that scared himself, but I was wrong. There is so much more to this man!
He has a youtube channel where I spent a good hour watching a few of his videos, very intriguing!
 

I'm not quite sure yet what his intentions are, but I can tell you that it is not "popularity" he's interested in. He is reaching out to people, his people. He has introduced the twist on life that most of us are too afraid to embrace. He is encouraging those with courage, allowing a path to a community more suited for the like of minds.

He is the epitome of goth, of strange. BE JELLY, 'CAUSE I AM!
I do have a few questions that he may have answered before, personal questions that he may see as irrelevant.
Here are some of his links:
 

IG: http://instagram.com/morgueofficial
FB: https://www.facebook.com/MorgueOfficial
YT: https://www.youtube.com/user/MisterMorgueOfficial

Let me know in the comments whatcha thinkin'!

P.S. Its not a crush, I'm in straight up stalker status JSYK! lol

I'm Back...Miss Me?

Yes, it is true! I am feeling MUCH better today.
I don't think I'm quite 110%, but a very good 85%

NOW! The things I've been avoiding, the topics I dance around. This is a huge step for me, but I do believe that myself and my family have completely decided to move away from this state. You may giggle when I tell you that it may be Arizona we are looking at! My first horror thought was "Hotter? I can't do any hotter than this!"
Honestly, I could deal with any amount of heat if that means a fresh start in a place with better people, regulations, stipulations and PERSONALITY!! The crime rate statistics made my stomach clench, in all reality, its worse in my area of NM. Plus, we plan on living out in the boonies! Its not that I am excited about living out where no one can hear my screams and internet is scarce (lol), it is mainly about the land and opportunities that surround the rural areas. Its a family business we want to start, its a career to build, its a unit wanting to grow, its a life. Oh, and I'll be closer to Cali, which tickles mah fancy! The abundance of aerial studios and artsy fartsy life there compared to here! Just, just yes!

I'm not making sense anymore.

My head has been in whirlwinds for days.

I'm cooking some potato dices because thats all that sounds good..potatoes.

I am hungry.

k bye :)

Still Sick :(

Though, I feel much better today than the first 2 days, the lingering cough has me feeling a little pessimistic. This weather doesn't help! It was a blizzard from 4 am to noon! Hello? We are in the desert!
I am definitely getting back to myself,

  considering the fact that I've had about 4 cups of coffee today!
The brightest side of this week has me twisted in butterflies! I got a new phone and I am so happy about it!

So, my spoiled self has 

1. The camera I've been wanting forever!

1. New phone that is everything I could've ever wanted and more!

1. Decent recovery from a nasty head cold.

1. More work :-D yay!

1. Signs of early spring! (even though it blizzard like an asshole today)

1. Got a TON of awesome jewelry stuff I still have to play with!

I am freaking spoiled and I am loving it! I am a little gothic princess :-)

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Since Tuesday, I have been sick. A terrible, fiberglass feeling stuck at the back of my sinuses…Here's the funny stuff:
Day 1: Awake at 1:30, 3:30, 5:30 am before getting up at 8 am.
In a panic as I try to figure out a cure for the common cold, my mom gives me a hefty does of 4 Thieves oil diluted in a tablespoon of honey, SPICY ON MY FAYCE!!
Still feeling puffy headed and knowing all the things that needed to be done, I wandered over to the medicine cabinet and found "DAYQUIL….EXP 03/12"
I took said dayquil…
I hallucinated for about an hour…
BUT!!! My grandpa also heard what I 'hallucinated'!!

Day 2: I feel better than the day before, but still not good.
No medicine worked, in fact, medicine made me feel worse!
So, I was on the All Natural ride. Lots of tea, honey and 4 Thieves and occasional Ibuprofen for my aching bones.
Later in the day, I am feeling well enough to go to verizon with my mother…what a trip! Firstly, the self-absorbed brat was mean muggin' like cray! But, even worse, a customer in her 60's comes in throwing a damn TEMPER TANTRUM and literally stomped her feet and yelled like a child at these poor workers. I almost lost it, I wanted to smack my hands together (Like a mother) and holler "KNOCK IT OFF!" But, I didn't want to upset my mother by fighting an elderly troll.
The positive? New phones! YAY!
Day 3: I don't feel like I did yesterday. My sinuses are trying so hard to clear, but they are so raw from the blowing of da noses. I do have a cough that makes me see spots, but its not that bad. At least I can KINDA think today! Enough to type this anyway ;)
I have to say, I am very impressed with how quickly I am recovering. Usually, I'd get about 3 head colds a year and they'd last well over a week! Just the past couple of months, I've really noticed a great improvement in my immune system and mental health. Ish Guuud.

How was your week? 

XOXO-Lovely

Good day, wonderful beautifuls! Here is my Canon unboxing video (warning, its ridiculous):

I honestly have no idea what is wrong with me, but the way I am 24/7 can be seen in this video!!

Okay! The next video, short clip there at the end, will be about crispy M&Ms!!! I haven't had those in forevers!!!! But, I am not sure when I will have it up and how often I should post videos…? Idk

I will tell you that I have a ton of DIY videos coming soon, I just need to clear the area and get my creative juices flowing. We have a lot to do, my friends!

As always, I love you all very VERY much! Thank you for stopping by, let meh know whatcha think and I'll see you laters!<3

I Have Great News!!

My boyfriend/hubby has gifted me the thing I've wanted most of all…

MY CANON!!! Yes!

 So far, I have 2 videos up for editing and life is sooo good :) The videos coming up are "The unboxing of my Canon Vixia" and a review on "Crispy M&Ms"! 
As I sit here and type this, I bit into my egg sandwich and it tastedededed MOLDY! EW! I no see mold, but it tasteded like it.

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Personal life update:

I had a cpr class a few days ago, I was told it was going to be a 4 hour class and I was thoroughly butthurt to the max! The G-Man not only took me, but he stayed with me through the whole class and the teacher was nice enough to cut it short because of the weather! Double bonus right there!

Grandma has been having an AWFUL week, keeping us all up all hours of the night and day. Nothing has been soothing her, no matter how hard we try, she just screams and hits. Punching, pinching, swatting and attacking…vicious cycle, its terrible. We have all taken turns being angry/grumpy/heart broken/depressed etc. Yesterday? or the day before, the days just run together in one long stride, but we did have about 8 hours of relief. She's back to it today, but its ok…I've been spoiled and I liked it!

I may start working my second job again next week, YAY! Anything to make more money and get out of the house for a few hours, lol.

For today, housework, editing and watching my back, haha! Oh, and playing with my new baby<3 YAS!

For The Love Of...

Its Monday! You know what that means? Yeah, me either! lol

Today, I am starting on a new craft. I ton of people have done this, but I really wanted to try my hand at it.

First, headband ears.
Then I want to make a work week for myself:

1. Stencils
2. Silk Screens
3. Headlaces
4. Charms

I need a larger female group! I need female feedback and such.

Oh, and that weave I made by hand turned out pretty good, I was shocked!

I want to do a little bit of video, pictures, social stuff. 

I just never know where to start, sometimes. I need a social coach or something!