Ranty Pants

I think I've mentioned this. If not, I'll say it again:

Since we have lived here, this place has kicked us in the balls so many times. I've been kicked while I was down, but not like this.
The simplest things have been impossible, here. I swear, this place is designed to kill its people. From nature to career, this place is just a death trap with our names on it! 
I'm calm, right now, I'm collected while typing this and it is a known fact to me that Tucson is only for a special brand of "people". 
It makes me so sad, this place is supposed to be rich in culture and people, but all I've seen is a diversity that is so separated and disrespectful, I don't want to be associated with city. 

Let me walk you through a simple visit to the store:

1. Screaming single mothers with at least 2 children
2. Ghetto girls screaming on the phone
3. Severely obese and very rude, wheelchair bound individuals
4. Families of 6+ yelling in Spanish at the 4-5 children running wildly
5. White trash couples arguing over last night while taking up the isle

I know that sounds like a typical trip to walmart, but this is the newest and nicest store in Tucson!

You do NOT want to hear about the south side stores!!!

At least in Rio Rancho, there were the same assholes all the time! This place has so many different kind of people that clash, they do not get along at all! I have to say, I hate it here LOL. I know I didn't like New Mexico at first, then I didn't like it because of my situation, but I am not doing this.

I can forget the fire, the situation, the people, the lack of money...I cannot get over the heat. The cherry on top of a shit pie, the heat makes everything unbearable. I know everyone keeps telling me "Its only a few months out of the year!" Yeah, babe, I'm stuck inside for 5 months because my organs will fail if I do anything outside during that time! In Michigan, I was stuck inside for about 5 months because of the extreme winters, I did not want to turn the tables and have it be summer that I'm fearful of. At least in Michigan, I was able to keep my fucking brain cells -_- 

Whew, rant over...for now. HAHA damn it.