Firstly! My feelings on the presidential election. I should've been working on my Canadian citizenship over the past year. NEXT!
The popular topic among the gothic subculture, elitism. The "I'm goth-er than thou" attitude. Holy hell, this gives me the giggles! The loveliness within the gothic subculture is the fact that there is beauty found in everything, even death! There is beauty to be found in the chubby goth girl living in a trailer park with her alcoholic mother and the constant cycling of boyfriends her mom brings home every month that passes. A girl so miserable, yet so talented, exists beautifully in her torment.
Goth elitism happens when someone is rejected by most other groups due to their pompous demeanor, holier than thou "morale", and lack of life experience. So, they turn to the gothic culture, because no one ever gets rejected there, and starts tearing shit up. Buys the most expensive "goth" clothing, because mommy and daddy buy their love from their neglected, privileged child. Then, while they are bored, lonely, or sad, they go and attack the badass goths who make everything they wear, attack the baby bats because they are unsure of themselves. Pretty much attacking anything without a price tag. Thats my opinion on goth elitism, it is stupid but easily ignored.
Moving on, the American culture.
The social media that spews bullshit, spreads lies and hate, dividing this country and her people. Good job ass wipes, we are currently divided and slumped over with our heads down. The Kardashians are still gross, in my opinion. I hate those nasty bitches, mainly because of the negative effect they are having on our young generation. Our thing now is fighting for our basic rights as human beings. Education is scarce and dwindling, debt is piling high, we are running in mud and no one is going to do anything about it. Little ol' me is just gonna sit here behind the black mirror while I pay for things I haven't done for the rest of my life. I didn't think commas were necessary in that last sentence, just to get the point across.
Personal life and shit.
I'm still in that boat. That forever sinking, but never sunk, ship. My grandmother has maintained this stage of her illness, not getting better, not getting worse. My boyfriend and I, we just celebrated our 3 year anniversary, hard to believe its already been three years. We often talk about how awesome it is that our relationship survived a massive house fire, LOL. We currently live in a mother-in-law quarters, itty bitty house that we had to update a tiny bit, still in the process of that.
I've been having this awful homesick feeling, I need to visit my girls back home. I feel like a whole half of my heart is missing, its bringing me down, you guys. It hurts just thinking about it, so I'll think of something else for a while. HALLOWEEN is coming, witches!!! Hell yeah! We are doing a truck-or-treat because of the tiny area we live in, the kids can't get much if they try to go door to door, so we are gonna get the community together and make the best of it. I'm over thinking my costume, of course, I can't help myself. PS, I still have zero friends out here. I fancy a chick that works up at the corner store, she is just as weird as I am, and much more hyper, I need that kind of person in my life right now. I just don't know how to break that barrier between acquaintance and besties, ya know? Any who, that's life.
I wanna know how everyone else is doing! How have you been?
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