Broken Cars and Angry Women

QUICK YOUTUBE UPDATE!!

I fixed my main problem! Come check me out at

Youtube.com/zaneybat

I'll be uploading my first vlog today!

Re-Re-Revisiting My Hair Journey

Ok, here we go. I plan on making this a video, lets put it in WERDS First.

I started with black hair:

Then, Lightened to:

Then, Colored purple with homemade purple dye:

I didn't like how dark the majority of it was, so I lightened and re-dyed:

 It faded to:

Oh my, I was EXTREMELY upset with this

 So, I did some soul searching, I knew I needed something that matched ME.

I took some online hair color quizzes, personality quizzes, they all pointed to this:

YES, MY HAIR IS RED!!! And I love it!!! Its really pinky on top and transitions into crimson! BEAUTIFUL!!

Photo collage of my recent journey:

**If you are interested in how I made my Homemade Purple Hair dye, just leave a comment below, I shall reveal my secrets!

**If you wanna know what red I used, Let me know, and I shall reveal my secrets.

Hell, just comment and talk to me! I'm lonely! lol

Do You Vlog?

As a very shy and awkward little goth, I have always wanted to vlog but I never liked anything about my videos. I watched a special someone's video the other day and she reminded me that being yourself, no matter what it is you are doing, is key. Um, duh, thats why I am not afraid to label myself as GOTH!! Hey, I never claimed to be the sharpest nail in the coffin….

So, with my boyfraan's encouragement, I, zaney, will be making vlogs….and continuing to post on my regular blog. Without further blabbing, Starting today, I will post my vlogs:

:HERE:

Now, just so you know, the username is zaneybat, but the url says cortneycalamity. My real name is Cortney, I prefer zaney…either way…its still me :) and I will always love you all!!!!

Not Goth, Goth!

I was chasing around some DIY ideas for da blaaahg…ew, why did I type it like that?! I came across oriental trading blah blah blahs, but decided to take a detour through aliexpress.com, an awesome business woman suggested the site. I found some interesting not goth, but still kinda goth clothes for pretty cheap. Check it out:

I know its a lot of autumn clothing, but I need these things FOR this fall! 

Super cute! I guess I have a thing for wings ;)

all the photos are clickable links to the site/item itself :)

OH NO! Oh yes.

I've fallen out of the swing of my own pendulum!

I forget what I wanted to talk about on here…just spaced on out, earth to zaney!!!

So, I updated a little section on my blog under my About section over there >>>>>

It is links to my other social media sites where you can follow me and my random or planned activities.

I found an amazing video! I'm obsessed with the cover this band did! I never liked Diamonds by Rhianna, but I like it by Any Given Day:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vvviVulgdms

If youtube wasn't messed up, I would've embedded it. It's an amazing cover, though.

I miss the music scene soo much, I feel so useless lately. Oh well.

Happy Mother's Day to My Amazing Mother!!!!

Because today is Mother's Day but my mommy is feeling down, I dedicate this to her:

I remember this day, it was a surprisingly PERFECT Michigan day, shortly before you moved me down to New Mexico <3 The patience you had while I braided in your dreads and you braided in mine. It was a perfect example of how close we are and why. You have always been my best friend when no one else could be. You are my sister when I acted a fool, and my mother when I need you. You followed me, I followed you no matter how crazy our ideas or lazy our days, we've always been on the same page. Things change, but our love remains the same, continuing to deepen as the years pass. The halloweens that were amazing, and the halloweens where someone had to ruin the fun, you still made it a month long holiday! You are the perfect kind of mom. A little dark with a lot of love in your heart, you are amazing in every way. Please, don't forget how much you mean to me.

You can see my red little toes, it was not warm enough for that, but you still went along with me <3

"WOW, YER REALLY CUTE!" MEMBER?! MEMBER THAT?! LOL

I believe this one was your idea LMAO!!

I say "Pose" you say "I PANK YEW BUTT!" LOL 

Stay cray cray! XOXO and Happy Mother's Day!