Sunday, April 15, 2018

Oh, motivation. Where art thou?

Hi, I'm married.
Hi, I'm stressed.
Hi, I'm nervous.
Hi, I lost my motivation along the way.

Last weekend, I married my best friend. We went to the courthouse, got the papers, was informed that we still needed an ordained minister to marry us. Since it was our first time ever getting married, we didn't know what the fuck we were doing. His mom wanted us to stay at the courthouse and do the courthouse wedding, but my mom remembered that my papa is an ordained minister and could perform the ceremony for us. So, Gabe and I got married in my moms living room. It was perfect in every way and I would not have changed anything about it! 
I have a husband!!

We have been so exhausted from being anxious, . There has been too much to list, too much to mention. I'm so fucking tired. My soul is tired. We are tired, we are both lacking motivation, it sucks. Help?  

I am starting a bullet journal. So far so good. It relieves a tiddly bit of stress and anxiety. I wish I had a Polaroid camera to add pictures to my journal. Wouldn't that just be scrap booking? LOL

Speaking of camera, I wish I had a good picture taking camera. I have a great video camera, but I hardly know how to use it. I'm tired. Bye for now.
 
  

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